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Mittwoch

Today is mittwoch (Wednesday) and next mittwoch I'll be going back to my hometown, Kedah. It means 7 days left and I was sooo not happy. Act, I don't wanna go but my parents are afraid to let me stay alone in my house. Urgh, c'mon I'm not a kid anymore. I'm 17 ! but still I have no choice..Damn you not-so-close cousin! Because of you, I have to waste my 6 hours in cars just to go back and attend your wedding. Hmmph ! I know I sounds like a jerk selfish but you have no idea why I hate my cousins on my father's side so much. They're so arrogant and always think they're so great. Can you imagine when we're at our granny's house, we have to do all the chores while they all sit in front of the TV and having their own good times. Whatafak? Do I look like a maid?
That is why I hate to go to my granny's house. I'd rather stay at my aunt's house since she is so nice towards us. Ily, Tantie! The only reason that keeps me wanted to go back is her. I adored you so much. Muahx..!

Need you now

I miss my sisters. I need you guys now. So, this song is for you. I love you,sis. Can't wait to see you. Couple weeks more to go!

Hey, I don't need a friend like you !

Can you stand if one of your friends likes to judge you EVERYTIME you text him/her? Here is what I'm facing with. I have a friend (names are P&C in my blog) who likes to judge me everytime she text me. At first I just ignore her words but day by day this problem is getting worse. Idk why she likes to do this as if its her main daily routine. C'mon, who the hell are you to judge me? I know I'm not perfect but look in the mirror. Are you better enough than me to judge me, huh? She was like "Lya, you're these!" and "Lya,you're those!" What the fuck? I can accept if you want to advise me or whatsoever but now the problem is you're not giving any advise but your criticizing me.How am I gonna stand you? You asked me why I hate you so much and now you got the answer. If you still expect me to love you, HAHA you're wrong ! I only need a friend who respect me, accept me the way I am and can tolerate with my cons not a friend like you.For your info, You're not that good. You're such a pushover. You expect everyone to follow what you said. Hello? wake up ! You have no power to control others,okay! To be honest, I don't need a friend like you. I had enough. If you're continue to be like this than its a sayonara. One more thing, before you point your finger to others, make sure your hands are clean first. You know what I mean. Don't mess with me. I'm not as weak as you thought. In fact you should know this since we're in the same school before. You know what I'm capable to do to people I hate. I'm sure you still remember what I did to those people I hate in our class. They deserve it. So, don't you ever dare to challenge my limit of patient. Next time if I didn't reply you message you don't have to wonder and called me "sombong" again. Why would I need to reply and let you judge me? I'm not in court, okay !

What I feel.

Today was a really chaos day. We need change our positions in class a few times which was tiring and not fun. Though, at the beginning there were some argument but then we've made a pact & followed their idea but then suddenly they want to change it back and I was like "whaa?" (No offence) It is hard to erase all the negative thoughts about 5 Sigma. For instance, the teachers always said that our class have several groups and we're not unite as a classmates. To me, the way they see it is wrong. I think we're just fine with the way we are now. However, I'm facing a problem on how to get rid of my extreme shyness because this is ain't getting me any score. I've tried to be a person who talks to the whole class but I can't. Sometimes I feel like I'm a loser. I know they must be thinking that I'm a snob, arrogant and everything are about myself but I'm not like that.I hope they can see me in a different way. I'm also facing a problem to adapt with different environment. As you all know, I've been travelling to several states and schools and it kinda pressure me a lot. Apparently, my current school is my 6th school. I wish that I can improve myself and be a better person in future. I don't want continue being like this.okay, enough with this topic. Let's talk about something else.


So, tomorrow is our last day of school before the mid-term holiday starts. Rite now, I'm very reluctant to go to school. I'm sooo lazy that I just wanna sleep and sleep and sleep.. Since the exam are over, I thought I want to slack and relax my mind but the teachers are busy to teach us new topic. I know its because the trial is just around the corner and they are desperate to finished the syllabus but only God know the reason why I am soooo not in the mood to study. Oh, btw I've paid for the class pictures and the PSS pictures. I can't wait to receive those pictures. (@-@) Lalalalala....

What's the title?

Its been awhile since the last time I "talk" to my blog. Yeah, I'm a lil bit busy with school lately. I've just finished my mid-term examination which I didn't expect to get good score since I didn't study at all -__-
Ahh, nevermind , I'd rather talk about something else than this. So, holiday is just around the corner. Any plan? Actually, I'm a bit frustrated since both my sisters won't be around this holiday. I'm so desperate to hangout with them we haven't done that for quite a time but what can I do.. they're both busy with their study. Haisy, I should start thinking about my SPM too. Idk why on earth that I'm soooo lazy. I should start to fight this bad attitude in order to score in my SPM.
So, after finished this mid-term examination, everybody was like "I'm going to online my fb when I'm home!" and I'm just standing and thinking why I'm not as excited as them. It just seems to me that fb is not interesting anymore. ( no offence ) maybe its just for awhile. Well, I hope so. *cross fingers* People just can't live without fb.haha.. I'm not going to be a weirdo for not liking fb. -___-" what the hell I'm babbling about?sheesh,
I think I better stop now. I don't want to let you read my crap for too much. Its dangerous for your health.haha..
Btw, I'm falling in love with korean drama again : Three daddies with one mommy.
It was a funny story and it does cheer me up. :)

Ohh, btw the baby is vey cute! :)

See, I've told ya :)