Mood : Bahasa Melayu

okay,hari ni aku nak tulis dlm BM. I'm still a genuine malay okay *nada gediks So,setelah sekian lama aku tak update blog aku *I miss you,baybeh! akhirnya aku gagahkan jugak jejariku ini ntok terus tabah mematuk-matuk keyboard kesayanganku ini. Aku nak citer psl MDS kat UiTM Kuala Pilah.First2 tu memang penatttt gila smpai rase cam nak give up je. But at last, aku jatuh cinta ngan MDS ney. Nak tau kenape? sebab MDS ney dah banyak ubah care aku berfikir. Kalau dulu aku memang mengade ngade tahap ke-4 susah sket dah nak merungut,nak buat perangai tapi lepas MDS ney memang hilang terus sume tabiat buruk tu.Aku dah boleh control perangai aku ntok trime ape2 je rezeki yg aku dapat walaupun tak seberape. UiTM Pilah ney memang la kampus dalam hutan belantara.Seriously! Memang dalam hutan. Nak keluar ke bandar terdekat pun dalam 15KM jugak la.Transport available pun bas UiTM & cab je.Tapi for sure la cab mahal tahap gaban kan. Okay, aku nak citer sket pasal kampus Beting ney. Hostel sangat memuaskan.Alhamdulillah. Bangunan fakulti pun okay jugak.Jalan dari hostel ke fakulti tu takde la jao sgt pun.mse mule2 sampai sini,memang nampak macam jao tapi lepas MDS,rase dekat je jalan kaki.Mane taknye,time MDS kitorang kena ulang-alik dari hostel ke fakulti banyak kali kot dalam sehari tuh.Adela dalam 6-7 kali jugak.Memang penat.Sume bende nak kene wat cepat2. Even makan pun kene cepat2.Telan je terus.takyah kunyah2 dah.haha....Bangun pun kene awal. Pukul 4:30 am kitorang dah bangun. Pukul 5:15 dah kene berkumpul dekat bawah. Aku dah la duduk Tingkat paling atas. Tingkat 5. Memang kelam kabut la minggu tu. Balik lak lewat. Pukul 12 am baru sampai bilik. Nak mandi & iron baju ntok esok lagi. Last2 pukul 2 am baru tidur. Dasyat kan? Tapi sume tu ade kebaikannye. Boleh wat kitorang ney lagi berdisiplin. Sekarang ney kuliah dah start tapi normal la kan, first week ney memang lecturer tak masuk pun kelas. Skang ney aku rindu giler ngan ayat2 famous abang2 & akak2 PM :


"Adik2 sihat?"
"Adik2 dah makan?"
"Ade yang sakit tak?"
"Cepat sikit,adik2!"
"Siswi,Pantas!"
"Jalan macam orang lapar!"


MDS UiTM Kuala Pilah is THE BEST!!!! I miss those moments. Credits to all PM for making our first week here happening :)

PM Syuk

PM Madi

PM Wan

PM Udyn

PM Jannah

PM Wani

PM Hazrul

PM Am

PM Azam

PM Hafiz

PM Faiz

PM Fahmi

PM Exan

PM Pika

PM Fala

PM Syaz

PM Pian

PM Mai

PM Aryna

PM Farid Fischer

PM Mimi

PM Aiman

PM Myza

PM Wana

PM Sakinah

PM Naufal

PM Daus

PM Mun

PM Mohsein

PM Anwar

PM Aizat

PM Tia

PM Zahid

PM Solehah

PM Yana

PM Alyaa

PM Nuha

PM Miera

PM Ziera

PM Syazwani

PM Whoda

PM Fai

PM Taufik

PM Fadhlul

PM Azrin

PM Syafiq

PM Farid

PM Zul 

PM Safwan

PM Ijam

PM Sarah

PM Farah

PM Siti

PM Ifran

PM Maznah

PM Nizam

PM Ziyad

PM Amir

PM Firdaus

PM Norleen

PM Zahidah

PM Amirah

PM Rasyid

PM Nabilah

PM Bell

PM Mira

PM Hani

PM Humairah

PM Razi

PM Fazli

PM Afifah

PM Siti Fatimah

PM Salman

PM Aliaa

PM Aizad

PM Leman

PM Hasif

PM Din

I love you guys so much and thank you for making my day! Last but not least UNTUNG LAA~ 

:)

Yes,it is.

Ignore the title. Hye guys! *waving hands and making cute expressions.gediks giler I just want to inform you guys about this.

Yup. You've saw that. I've postponed my National Service till 2014.Woot woot! *I'm such a retard Actually, I don't want to postpone it but I don't wanna be left out in education *hell no I mean Most of my friends have started their studies but I still gedik-ing at the camp. So,for everyone's sake *ecece...padahal for my own sake je pun I've decided to put National Service in my K.I.V list. Not that I want to run away *chill la pakcik

Btw, I've noticed that my post becomes shorter each *couple of* days. Why ah? Am I too lazy to write an essay? *Yes,I am. So,I'm sorry peeps. I'll post something longer and more interesting next time. One more thing before I left you guys, I would like to share a video from a Korean Band *I'm not into K-pop that much because I hate it when I don't understand a word they're singing named F.T Island. This song is called Girls Don't Know. I fell in love with this song when I was at the Photo Shop. I mean a real photo shop where we go and take pictures,not that edit-everything-web photoshop. Back to the topic. When I heard this song,it melts me. The vocalist's voice was so amazing. I've never heard someone expressing emotions so good in a song like he did. SO yeah, enough with the babbling and lets enjoy the video! :)

Song lyrics | Girls Don't Know lyrics

Psst..! I think Lee Hong Gi and Lee Jae Jin Are cute :p

Thanks Allah!

Finally its the ending of my agony. Waiting for the UPU's result was pain like hell. Few days ago  I've got the result and yes! I did it! I got in! Just what I'm hoping for.I'm so thankful to Allah :)

I can't wait to start a new life but at the same time I'm scared too. I'm afraid that I can't cope with my new life. What if I can't stand being away from home? *yes,Imma spoil brat.so? What if I can't understand what I'm learning? *I'm too shy to ask for help.I'm such an idiot,rite? What if I can't get along with my roommate? *that would be a huge problem What if....  sheesh, what am I doing? *don't be scared,peeps.I'm still sane.*giggles

Dear Allah,please give me the strength to survive in this new life. *I hope I didn't get lost.you know,its a jungle out there :p

By the way, I would like to seize this opportunity to congrats to those who got in too.Not to forget,to those who didn't make it don't ever give up. You still can shine in other ways. Just believe in yourself okay  :)

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE

Sometimes it hits like a car crash 
And it's to late to reverse 
Sometimes you make me a better person 
Sometimes you bring out the worst 
Sometimes we get on like fire 
Sometimes we're stubborn like rain 
Just when I think it's over, over 
You wave a white flag again 
Aaa, aaa 
We fall out and we fall back in 
Aaa, aaa 
We're always back where we begin 

Everybody hurts just a little too much 
Everybody hurts but it's never enough 
It's wonderful to fall 
Let's love and risk it all 
I'd rather love just a little too much 

Sometimes we're trapped in the circle 
'Til we're digging holes in the ground 
We're trying, but nothing is working 
But still I want you around 
'Cause if I'm lost in the desert 
I know somehow you'll find me 
And if I drown in the oceans, 
You'll be the first to rescue me... 

Everybody hurts just a little too much 
Everybody hurts but it's never enough 
It's wonderful to fall 
Let's love and risk it all 
I'd rather love just a little too much 
Woooooooah, woooooooah, woooooooah, woooooooah.... 

Everybody hurts just a little too much 
Everybody hurts but it's never enough 
Aaa, aaa 
We fall out and we fall back in 
Aaa, aaa 
We're always back where we begin 

Everybody hurts just a little too much 
Everybody hurts but it's never enough 
It's wonderful to fall 
Let's love and risk it all 
Even if it hurts just a little too much 
I'd rather love just a little too much

If loving you is wrong, then I don't wanna be right.

 I LOVE YOU<3

Random Questions! *I'm Bored*

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
   In Bed. Laying back and brooding about the past
2. Who are you in love with?
   Um,I'm not going to reveal that person's name but it starts with R *tett!Rated R.mwahaha...*
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
   Of course not! Do you think I'm crazy?
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
   Yes.Its Patrick! *you know the starfish in Spongebob Squarepants.ah,nevermind*
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
   Yesterday.I work there.Or should I say I've worked there?
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
   No.I don't wanna have stinky feet. *nodding head*
7. Are you hot?
    Hell yeah,baby! I'm so fuckin hot right now because my BB's connection is so damn slow. (=,=)
8. What was the last thing you had to drink?
   Nestle Bliss.Orange-Mango flavour.Um,Yummy!^^
9. What are you wearing right now?
   A maroon t-shirt and a pair of green shorts.Ah,its so comfy (a_a)
10. Last food that you ate?
     Oat Krunch Biscuits.nomm...nomm....
11. Worst injury you've ever had?
     When I was lilttle,I've poked my palate so badly with a pencil. At that time, I was sucking the   
    pencil as though it was a lollipop *I don't have money to buy a real lollipop.pity me*   
    Unfortunately,I've tripped myself and fell down and the sharp end of the pencil poked my 
    palate.It hurt so bad and I couldn't eat for days because of the injury.I was three years old at   
    that time.
12. Have you been in love?
    Yup.In fact, I'm still in love right now^^
13. Do you miss anyone right now?
     I do.I miss R so damn much. *shed tears*
14. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
     I'm not going to tell you!You might steal the trick.mwahaha... *evil laugh*
15. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
     Err...I don't even have a MySpace acc *you can say that I'm lame but words won't kill me*
16. Were you an honor roll student in school?
     Nope.I'm not smart enough to be in that position *Look down with sad face*
17. What do you want to know about the future?
    Will I get married to a millionaire?mwahaha...jk.Actually I really want to know will I succeed in my       life.    *scratching my eyebrows*
18. What are you listening to right now?
     Judas by Lady Gaga. *I know what Judas is related to but in this song, Judas is used as a 
     metaphor to describe a very bad boyfriend.Not the Christian-related Judas :)*
19. What does your last text message say?
    I miss you so much.Have fun at work :)
20. Last time you took a shower?
     About 3 hours ago. 
21. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
     I was c_ _ing. Fill it with whatever letter you want :p
22. Has anyone ever called you lazy?
    I call myself lazy
23. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
    Yes but I'm not telling you who 'anyone' is.Its a secret.
24. What curse word do you use the most?
    Fuck *Yes,I love to curse*
25. If you were given a chance to change one thing about yourself,what would it be?
    I want to be a boy.Can I? *giggles*

Steps To Let Out & Overcome Sadness

I'm writing this because I, myself is dealing with this feeling and I would like to share those steps with you. This is not my original writing. Thanks to Google for all the useful informations. I hope it'll benefit you.


How To Let Out Sadness

• Call someone who can give you some guidance.It Doesn't matter who the person is as long as he/she can make you feels better.
• Go somewhere where you can be alone. It helps if your family are out of the house, but if not, go to your room or some private space. Tell them not to disturb you.
• Let it all out. All the sadness, upset, misery up inside you has to go. Cry it out. You will feel so much better afterwards.
• After you have finished crying, lie back on your bed and think through what has happened. If it makes you upset, don’t be afraid to cry again. No one can see you, so don’t be embarrassed, just get a big box of tissues and let it all out.
• Get a diary or create a blog. Write down what you feel, what has happened, how upset you are. It will feel so much better to write it all down, and it will help to get it all out even more.
• Get a big tub of ice cream and rent a film. Eat the ice cream all to yourself, and sit in or on your bed covered in cushions and blankets. Wear your sweats, have messy hair, nobody can see and nobody cares. Relax, make yourself feel so much better. Forget about your diet routine for a while.
• Invite a close friend over. Dry your eyes, lay back on your bed and tell him/her whats wrong. They can reassure you and give advice.
• I know that crying yourself to sleep is a bad thing, but at night, your mind is not occupied and you think back to your sadness. Don't restrict the tears, let them come naturally. Eventually you will fall asleep into a peaceful place and hopefully have sweet dreams.

Steps to Overcome Sadness

1. Express your feelings. Bottling your emotions inside won't make them go away and won't allow you to move forward. Cry, scream or write an angry letter. Don't mail it, but write it so you can say all the things you want to say.
2. Evaluate your life. If there are things that add to your sadness, such as drugs, alcohol abuse or a toxic relationship, break that cycle and end the pain. It will take time, but you will heal and be better for doing so.
   
3. Get plenty of exercise. Even if you're not in shape to run a marathon, taking a walk in the morning or after dinner will help relieve stress, which also helps you overcome sadness and depression.
   
4. Do something positive for someone else. The best way to overcome sadness and depression is to be of service. Serve food to the homeless, visit shut-ins in your neighborhood or go read to seniors or children in the hospital. Everyone will benefit from your actions.
5. Find something that makes you happy. Take in a funny movie or visit an upbeat friend. That attitude is just as contagious as sadness.
   
6. Consult a physician. Many times sadness and depression can be treated with medication to help you recover and return to your life. If you're suffering from sadness and depression for unknown reasons or extended periods of time, ask your doctor for help.
   
7. Make a list everyday of things you're grateful for. Make it a rule that you can't repeat anything from one day to the next. By doing this, you train yourself to search for positive aspects of life rather than focusing on the negative things.