Jejaka Idaman.

Haha...don't get the wrong idea,okay. Idk why lately my friends & I keep singing this song at school. It seems like this song got stuck in our head. Though its an 80s song but it is catchy & easy to sing. The lyrics are also easy to memorize. Yesterday, I sang that song while I'm fb-ing and my sis heard me. She was like" whaa? you just sang an oldies song! are you out of your mind?" she acted like that because as far as she concerned, I NEVER listen to oldies song (well, xtuly I do but secretly.shh...) haha... but whatever. Maybe I've changed my directions on interest. I do support Malaysian's music okay. Music is universal, so as long as the melody suits my taste so I don't mind listening to it even though I don't understand what the singer is crapping. mwahaha...

Lets move on to another topic. I've watched Life As We Know It trailer & I wanna watch that movie but I'm afraid that my parents won't allow me since my SPM is just around the corner ( shoo..shoo..go away.you're ruining my mood) so it seems like I have to forgo the movie. *shed tears
I guess maybe I should just keep singing jejaka idaman to release my stress. haha..
By the way here are the lyrics .c'mon, let's sing together :)

Oh sayang...
Engkaulah jejaka idaman
Akulah yang paling menanti
Menyayangi

Seperti...
Embun dingin di pagi hari
Akulah bunga dibasahi
Begini...

Kan ku genggam bara yang membara
Begitu ku teruskan jua
Agar cinta tidak bersisa
Akhirnya

Mahu ku bukan kerana paksa
Senyum ku benar-benar rela
Resah ragu lagi merindu
Di kalbu

Oh sayang...
Engkaulah jejaka idaman
Akulah yang paling menanti
Ku pasti...

The dark cloud

That is how I'm feelin rite now. Too much pressure to handle. SPM is just around the corner, tonnes of homeworks and I miss a friend...or should I call her my ex-friend? I know I made you cried a lot and broke your heart so many times but I do still love yah. If you're in front of me rite now, I won't hesitate to hug you tightly 'cause i miss you so much. Why won't you believe me? I can't let you go. I couldn't erase all our memories together. We've been through a lot and thats why I love you. You're such an understanding friend. You're always there when I needed. You want to know what makes you different from others? I tell ya. You're special to my eyes and irreplaceable. Thats it.


This one is for ya.




If I could wrap my hand around,
why you won't hear me now,
you tend to break my heart.

Keep my eyes close long enough,
or maybe just wake up without a soul so fall apart

Everytime I pick you up, you find the way to fall
don't you know a conversation doesnt mean ignore me.

Like a father leaving as a ghost,
and like a lover leaving when you need it most
And like a son you love, but can't quite reach anymore.

If I could figure out what you want from me,
I'm always open, and you can count on me.
Give you room to breath in hope, that part of you that's so cold, we melted, we can be friends again.

Everytime I feel I'm getting closer, things get worse,
But I know how the story goes because you're not the first.

And even though you think that you don't need me,and you don't miss me, now I know everything you should know.
Like a daughter, I pray,
Like a lover, I wait,
Like a mother I'll be here when you fall.

p/s: I miss you.