The dark cloud

That is how I'm feelin rite now. Too much pressure to handle. SPM is just around the corner, tonnes of homeworks and I miss a friend...or should I call her my ex-friend? I know I made you cried a lot and broke your heart so many times but I do still love yah. If you're in front of me rite now, I won't hesitate to hug you tightly 'cause i miss you so much. Why won't you believe me? I can't let you go. I couldn't erase all our memories together. We've been through a lot and thats why I love you. You're such an understanding friend. You're always there when I needed. You want to know what makes you different from others? I tell ya. You're special to my eyes and irreplaceable. Thats it.


This one is for ya.




If I could wrap my hand around,
why you won't hear me now,
you tend to break my heart.

Keep my eyes close long enough,
or maybe just wake up without a soul so fall apart

Everytime I pick you up, you find the way to fall
don't you know a conversation doesnt mean ignore me.

Like a father leaving as a ghost,
and like a lover leaving when you need it most
And like a son you love, but can't quite reach anymore.

If I could figure out what you want from me,
I'm always open, and you can count on me.
Give you room to breath in hope, that part of you that's so cold, we melted, we can be friends again.

Everytime I feel I'm getting closer, things get worse,
But I know how the story goes because you're not the first.

And even though you think that you don't need me,and you don't miss me, now I know everything you should know.
Like a daughter, I pray,
Like a lover, I wait,
Like a mother I'll be here when you fall.

p/s: I miss you.